Beautiful Fall Day!

Today I got up, and dressed, put some make-up on. I actually felt like a women again. Today was one of the prettiest fall day's we've had so far. It felt good being outside with my husband, and watching the kids jumping in, and out of the pile of leaves he kept trying to make. I grabbed the rake for alittle bit, but seeing my drainage tubes dangling down my side reminded me to take it easy, not full steam ahead just yet. So I grabbed my camera instead ,and took a bunch of pictures of them playing around. Tomorrow I go into the Dr's for my check-up, and to get these tubes taken out (finally) there driving me crazy. Everyday emptying them out, keeping track of how much fluid drained out. Ric did it most of the time, so I really shouldn't complain. He really stepped up to the plate. I was kind of surprised, since he doesn't have the strongest stomach in the world. He was pretty awesome! I will (hopefully) find out what course of treatment the oncologists want me to take. I keep praying that the Lord helps guide the decision makers when they decide my treatment plan. What ever the course of treatment I know it's for the best so the cancer will not return. I still pray no chemo is involved. I don't want my kids to see me possible sick, and balding. They still don't know exactly what type of "infection" Mommy had, and I want to keep it that way. They are to young to worry about me and how I feel. They are so aware of my feelings, and they would spend every waking moment worrying about me. That's my job to worry for them not the other way around. The only thing I want them worrying about is if Santa's, going to bring them presents or reindeer poop( as my husband would say to them, to keep them in line.) Hopefully, I'll have more good news to report tomorrow afternoon, and the kids can start working on their Christmas lists.